Thursday, February 09, 2012

My Respectable princess...

Ya Allah...

Seems like yesterday baru je aku tgk Ayra ni baby lagi. Tp skrg...

Dia dah pandai jalan.

Dia dah pandai lari.

Dia dah pandai mengaruk.

Dia dah pandai merajuk.

Dia dah pandai mengelak / melarikan diri dari mkn ubat or doing anything yg dia tak suka.

Dia sangat memilih bab makannya.

Dan yg aku tak larat nak melayan kerenahnya....





Dia dah pandai posing depan kamera. But kamera aku or Erma jelah. If kamera org lain, jadi mcm ni...





Keras kejung... Masam mencuka.

Whatever it is... Whatever that she's going to do. I will always love her. Coz she is my Ayra Ashadeeya.

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Wednesday, January 25, 2012

Its getting hot in here!!

Woo.. Woo... Woo....

Kenapa bole melarat larat sampai hasad dengki, hati busuk, tak ble tgk orang senang, tak tau betapa susahnya korang, cemburu sbb ko berjaya, jgn asyik nak kondem org etc?

Astaghrfirullah...

Cuba bwk mengucap.

Cuba tgk blk apa aku tulis kat fb tu...
Is kehidupan realiti ko sama mcm yg ditulis di fb?

It is sad that bile baca tulisan ko psl kesusahan korg. Kami sekeluarga feel sorry sbb tak tolong korg. But we dont know how bad you guys where doing masa tu. If kitorg tau, InsyaAllah kami akan tlg apa yg kitorg mampu. Itu blm cerita kat mak, confirm mak akan tlg. Ur spouse tu anak kesayangan mak. Walau buruk mcmane pon perangai dia, mak akan syg dia lebih dari yg lain (kecuali yg bujang dah keje sorg tu lah... Tu anak emas mak).

Aku tak pernah mempunyai perasaan apa pon mcm yg ko tulis tuh terhadap korg sekeluarga.

Another thing... Just becoz apa yg aku postkan kat fb & twitter, smpai ko nak doakan aku sekeluarga mcm tu skali?

Mcm ni lah. Bagi aku jelaskan sket ketidakpuashati aku ni terhadap korg.

Ko penah baca kt blog aku psl post aku yg bertitle Tanggungjawab, kan? So apa yg aku tulis dlm post tu? Aku rasa ko tak paham. Apa yg aku tak puas hati dlm post tu sama mcm yg aku rasa sekrg nih.

Aku kahwin dgn Erma. Aku anak sulung, Erma anak kedua tapi anak perempuan sulung. Antara sebab aku kahwin dgn Erma is sbb dia bkn anak sulung. Sbb aku kena berikan lebih perhatian pada keluarga belah aku since aku anak sulung dari dua beradik. So aku harapkan adik beradik dia bole cover if aku tak dpt nak tlg or tak ada di masa mak abah Erma perlukan. Unfortunetely it didnt happen!

Aku rasa mcm aku kahwin dgn anak sulung. Sebab apa yg aku buat, bagi aku itu semua boleh dikongsi dgn adik beradik yg lain especially korg. Come onlah, aku ada mak ayah... Ko pon sama. So sepatutnya bile dah kawen ni, kite kenalah pandai membahagikan antara kedua belah keluarga. So bile mak abah ada dtg or ada pgrm, cubalah spent some time utk join. Its not that korg asyik madang jer takde. Aku tak ckp mcm tu... Cuma most of the time korg takde.

Aku tak akan masuk campur hal korg laki bini. Itu hal keluarga. Tak patut kita hebahkan kecuali pada mak bapak kita or adik beradik kite or adik beradik spouse kita but not the public.

Lagi satu pesan aku... Ko prasan ke tak yg ko dah brp kali kecikkan hati mak abah? Pikir balik apa yg ko ckp masa jumpa mak abah, please improve.

Kite kena hormat org tua especially apa yg kita ckp or perlakuan kita. Org tua bole 'catch' something wrong dgn apa yg kita ckp or perlakuan.

If ko rasa apa yg aku tulis ni salah, dan ko betul....

Aku minta maaf.

If ko rasa aku senang. Alhamdulillah semoga itu menjadi kenyataan. Actually ko pon tak tau yg aku ni senang ke tak. But aku takkan cerita pasal tu. Aku cuma nak cerita yang kite kena ingat yang if kita senang, ada org lebih senang dari kita. If kita susah, ada org lagi susah dari kita.

Hope ko paham apa yg aku nakkan dari korg. Its for the better utk mak abah. Bkn utk aku... Tp mak abah. Aku tak dapat papepon.

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Saturday, November 05, 2011

LabbaikaAllah....

Alhamdulillah.

Pada 29.10.11 jam lebih kurang 12 tengah hari, ayah telah berangkat menunaikan haji dan ayah telah selamat sampai di Mekah jam 8 malam Malaysia atau jam 3 petang di Mekah.

Alhamdulillah jugak sebab ayah terbuka hatinya nak pergi menunaikan rukun Islam yang kelima tu tahun ni. Sebab sebelum ni, ayah agak berat untuk meninggalkan kami....well actually ayah berat untuk meninggalkan rumahnya, tanam tanamannya, ayamnya etc. Jadi bila mendapat tau yang ayah nak menunaikan haji, aku jadi gembira dan bersyukur.

Since mak dah pergi bersama dengan pak lang pada tahun 2009 just right after Ayra lahir, pada mulanya risau juga sebab memikirkan siapa yang akan meneman ayah di sana. Di tambah pulak syarat tabung haji yang menghendakkan jemaah haji yang berumur lebih dari 70 tahun perlu ditemani kerana faktor usia. So realistically, aku kena ikut ayah. Tapi alhamdulillah, dengan bantuan pak lang, ayah akan ditemani sepupu mak lang yang turut berangkat menunaikan ibadat haji bersama sama ayah.




The night before ayah berangkat menunaikan haji, kami sekeluarga telah membuat kenduri doa selamat untuk ayah dan juga menempelkan untuk Ayra sekali. Since dia pon dah nak dua tahun 3 hari selepas tu. So kitorg jemput saudara terdekat jer.

Alhmdulillah ramai gak yang datang to my first ever organize event. Eventho pada sebelah petangnya hujan lebat yang amat, bile lepas maghrib jer, hujan pun reda. Kenduri yang earlier plan utk selepas maghrib terpaksa di postponekan ke selepas isyak kerana jemputan banyak yang terkandas dalam jem.




Alhamdulillah semuanya berjalan lancar.

Sekarang ayah berada di Arafah untuk menunaikan wukuf. Ayah rajin jugak call untuk memberitahu khabarnya di sana. Alhamdulillah dia selamat di sana. Pada hari hari awal di sana, dengar suaranya sungguh ceria. Cuma 2 3 hari ni dia dah start selesema dan batuk. But its normal for jemaah haji di sana.




Kami sekeluarga sentiasa mendoakan agar ayah beroleh haji yang mabrur, sihat untuk menunaikan semua rukun rukun haji dan semoga ayah selamat pulang pada 9.12.11.

Bersempena dengan hari raya AidilAdha yang bakal di sambut esok. Kami sekeluarga mengucapkan Selamat hari raya Qurban. Semoga semua amalan kita selama ini diterimaNya. InsyaAllah.

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Tuesday, October 25, 2011

United 1 - 6 City : Theater of dreams turn to theater of nightmares

6-1.

Even City player cant believe that they beat United at their own ground by that margin.

Tetiba ramai pulak penyokong City sms & comment @ fb or tweet to me. And i thought they were Liverpool, Chelsea or Arsenal fan. But of course.... Sapa x nak amik peluang utk bash United fan when their team lost like that.

A lot has been said after the game ended. The shift of power from the red half of Manchester to the blue half. City is now the team to beat in the BPL. How United want to avenge their lost to Barca when their own noisy neighbour can double the score Barca beat them. And etc..

And this is my comment....
It was United worst ever performance even worst than lost to Southampton 6-3 or Newcastle 5-1 or even Chelsea with the same scoreline. Why? The defense played horrible. The midfield lost the ground and lets face it, Fergie got his game plan wrong.

To field Jonny Evans when Phil Jones has shown in recent game that he deserve the CB position is wrong. And Evans of course graduated from the United academy are proven inconsistence has finally put the nail to his own coffin. If i'm Fergie, i will limit his contribution to league cup games or reserves game as he is not worthy of the United jersey. Even Wes Brown is better than him.

United always was and always will under the mgmt of Fergie a slow starter in the league. United will start the ground running come december and hit top form in March onwards. But this year a bit different. Maybe due to the win in the Charity shield over City, United start very....very strong reminiscent of Chelsea last season. And now United are slowing down or in my word - hibernate. From the City game, you can see that half of the team were not performing. Nani, Anderson & Smalling mcm off form. Then the worst came from the senior member of the team - Ferdinand & Evra. Aku rasa Fadhli Shaas lagi bagus dari diorg if considering that performance as a guideline. Only Rooney, Fletcher & Young shown the determination to outplay City.

Welbeck & De Gea played ok. They can up their games but their team mates let them down.

Ape silap game plan Fergie? The formation is ok except for the inclusion of Evans rather than Jones. United did control the game in the 1st half. But all changes when Evans sent off. Fergie then change Nani & Anderson with Hernandez & Jones. With that changes, Smalling move to CB, Jones to right back. Fletcher played in the middle of a 3 midfield with Welbeck played in the left flank, Young change side to the right, Rooney become the attacking midfielder & Hernandez played alone up front.

By that time by right, Fergie should do damage limitation by fielding Park instead of Hernandez and change Welbeck with Berba or Hernandez. But knowing Fergie very well, he do not like being defeated by City, he field an attacking minded team rather than soaking the pressure and counter attack. And that is why 3 of the City goal came in the 70 - 90 min.

How about City performance. Lets just say that they capitalize on United bad performance. But I can praise a few of City player that shine during the game. They are Balotelli, Dzeko, Milner, Yaya Toure & of course David Silva. He is City biggest asset to become a challenger to United title as well as Champions league. Mancini is building the team around him. Just like Messi to Barcelona. And I have to admit, that is what lacking in United now.

Its like a nightmare watching United being defeated like that at OT. Nasib baik kalah dengan City with that scoreline. If kalah dgn Arsenal or Chelsea or worst Liverpool with that scoreline, it will be the worst nightmares I will ever have.

But its not the time to push the panic button yet. This is United first defeat of the season anyway. And we are only at the end of October. There are ample of time for the team and especially those who played bad in that game to buck up and show the world that they are way better than that. Fergie will know how to regroup and rise back from the defeat and try not to repeat what has happen to Chelsea last season.

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